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Nov. 23rd, 2004 10:28 pmIt's just like one long decadent day.
I like it. I like it for a lot of reasons, but mostly I like it because Beth makes me feel like her priority.
And that sounds cold as shit, I know, but how else am I supposed to say it. It might just be part of that first big rush of discovering another person: everything's endlessly fascinating about them and you can't wait to find out more and more. Exhilarating though that is -- and I don't have a hell of a lot of experience with that; my encounters haven't been anything like this before -- I don't think that's it.
So maybe I don't know what it is yet, but I want to find out. I want to drink it in. I want to just soak this one right the fuck up and never let it go.
I like it. I like it for a lot of reasons, but mostly I like it because Beth makes me feel like her priority.
And that sounds cold as shit, I know, but how else am I supposed to say it. It might just be part of that first big rush of discovering another person: everything's endlessly fascinating about them and you can't wait to find out more and more. Exhilarating though that is -- and I don't have a hell of a lot of experience with that; my encounters haven't been anything like this before -- I don't think that's it.
So maybe I don't know what it is yet, but I want to find out. I want to drink it in. I want to just soak this one right the fuck up and never let it go.
